/Test shot for the ‘Ens Causa Sui’ shoot
If there’s anything i’ve learnt from today, it’s that i’m physically incapable of ‘winging it’ when it comes to public speaking. When you notice a little shake to your own voice speaking into the microphone you know you’ve got it bad. Public speaking is a bitch, and there’s no doubt that my talk was.. hilarious, but in an awkward “oh god why” kind of way. There are however a lot of points that I missed out, and things I wanted to say but couldn’t find the words, and by time they came to me it was too late because I had rushed over my slides and backtracking seemed worse than not saying anything at this stage.
A quiet room in a hotel however is a much easier place for this brain of mine to process thought and break it down into words a little easier for people to take in.